I don’t even know how to do that.
If I was my friend, I would stop seeing me.
I hate me.
I hate that me looks like a man.
Is a man.
I know it’s not me’s fault, but that doesn’t lessen the loathing.
How do I accept that?
How do I accept someone who can’t accept a compliment?
How do I accept someone who is constantly craving attention?
It’s so embarrasing!
Then when someone does, what does me do?
Mumbles a thanks.
Or changes the topic.
Me isn’t a “classic man”.
Me isn’t a metrosexual.
Me isn’t gay.
Me is just a cry baby.
A menstrual fucking woman in a fat man’s body.
Probably a woman no one would date.
I wouldn’t friend it.
How do I accept it?