Wed 26.11.08

After a very restless night, I don’t feel any better.

I can feel the turmoil under my skin, bubbling in my chest – just boiling away.

I still feel like that “baby in a blender” of emotions.

I try and turn everything off at work, no emotions, no thoughts – nothing.

I have to.

I need to be distracted.

So I end up focussing on stupid focus games to keep me from thinking or dwelling on any of it.

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